1st Sunday in Lent. February 21st, 2010
Lent is our time to imitate our Blessed Lord and to allow the Holy Spirit to lead us into the desert. But why the desert ? Time in the desert signifies a time away from our normal cares, a turning away from the distractions of the world and worldly things which do not last, and a turning more fully toward that which last forever, the one thing in which we can truly trust--the eternal God and His unfathomable love for us.
In the Old Testament, God called Israelites out of Egypt, which represents the spirit of the world, and calls them into the desert. Why?, so that apart from the distractions of Egypt, and all of its idols and false worship, He could teach them again to recognize the sovereign rights of their True God; in order, that they could offer Him proper worship and adoration; not for God's sake but for their own.
In their struggles and hunger they would see their complete dependency on God and then turn to worshipping Him and adoring Him alone and doing so according to His dictates. He for His part would reveal His great Love for them. He would provide for their every need, give them water from the rock of salvation, feed them with bread from heaven and lead them to the promise land flowing with milk and honey; but most of all He would take them to Himself; He would be their God and they would be His people; He would share Himself totally to Him and make them one with Him lavishing them with His divine Love, that for which they truly hungered and thirsted; He would give them life.
Like the Israelites, God calls us too, out into the desert. In the desert, filled with silence, we too can hear the small, still voice of God speaking to us, teaching us, revealing His love to us. Apart from the distractions and noise of this world, we can come face to face with God in prayer, the God who draws near to us. It is then that we are able to honestly recognize the Creator’s sovereign rights over us. He is our Creator, the source of our existence and the loving and caring Father to whom we are called to return. We are poor creatures, completely dependent on Him and so need to reach out to Him by worshiping and adoring Him, and doing so properly. We must have an attitude of poverty, because the truth is we are absolutely nothing, have nothing without God; but with Him, we have everything.
The more we come to this realization of the sovereign rights of God over us, the more we see the many ways we have replaced our dependency on God with our idols, that is, those things that we have put in the place of God and so have worshiped and adored instead of him. True religion always, if it is true, consists in adoring God. It is our supreme duty to do so; it is a matter of justice. But this duty, is duty of love, better yet a response of love that comes from the fact that God has first loved us, he has created us and wants us to return to him.
As a result, in our effort to return to Him, we must necessarily deny ourselves of those things that have taken us from a deeper relationship with Him. We must deny our self of those things we have loved before Him and so have worshiped before Him; especially, our love of comfort, power and sinful amusements. Our inordinate attachment to these prevents us from offering proper worship and adoration of God.
And so in order to help rid ourselves of these inordinate attachments, we are asked in Lent to take on a spirit of penance and repentance, this leads us to self-denial; in other words, to the cross. We deny ourselves by giving up comforts and delights, such as abstinence from meat or other food or drink. This sacrificing and denying of ourselves leads us to discover that nothing, nothing on this earth can fulfill our dependency and our longing for God. Think about the things people give up for love- things like meals, sleep; we sacrifice because we want to be closer to the one we love.
During this time of Lent when we begin to discipline ourselves so we can convert and draw closer to our God, it is then that we will experience many temptations from satan. The devil always promises more than he can give. He doesn't want our happiness, anything he tempts us with is a miserable deception. In order to test us, the devil takes advantage of our own ambitions, our desire to be the center of attention and to seek ourselves in everything we do or plan. This self-centerness is at the heart of wanting material things so much that we end up turning to them before God and so worshiping them; we give God lip service if even at all. Material things then cease to be good because then separate us from God and from our fellow man; we then fail to serve God and our neighbor for love of God, and end up only serving ourselves and these leads to our destruction. But Jesus tells us that we should seek only His glory. He tells us, "You shall worship the Lord your God and Him only shall you serve.
Ultimately God, allows these temptations from the devil to help purify us, to make us holy, to detach ourselves from the things of the earth, to lead us where He is and by the route He wants us to take, so as to make us happy (even in a life which may not be comfortable); He allows them in order to help us to grow in Christian maturity and understanding, and to become more effective in our apostolic work for the salvation of souls. He allows temptations above all to make us humble, very humble.
It is then very clear why we need to spend these forty days in the desert very close to our blessed Lord, fasting with Him, praying with Him and giving alms, three things which weaken the power of Satan over us. And above all, we need to stay close to Him by make use of the Sacraments, especially Holy Mass and confession, in order so that we have the grace and the power to persevere in the battle and so share in Jesus’ victory over the devil and his temptations. Additionally, as well, we need to take in the Lenten devotions offered to us, like walking with Jesus along the way of His via dolorosa, His way to Calvary in the Stations of the Cross on Fridays; also, by experiencing all the Holy week Masses and services, like Holy Thursday and Good Friday. And especially, by spending time in adoration where we can really experience the silence of the desert but above experience the bodily presence of Jesus alongside us in our struggles.
In the temptations of Christ we discover that Jesus has allowed Himself to be tempted for our sakes. He was tempted as one of us, having laid aside His divine power. Christ, true God and true man, made Himself like us in all things except sin and voluntarily underwent temptation. He was tempted in order to give us an example and a model of what we are to do when we too are tempted by satan and to give us hope that we too can share in His victory. St. John Vinney, the Cure of Ars, said, “How fortunate we are, how lucky to have a God as model. Are we poor? We have a God who is born in a stable, who lies in a manger. Are we despised? We have a God who led the way, who was crowned with thorns, dressed in a filthy red cloak and treated as a madman. Are tormented by pain and suffering? Before our eyes we have a God covered with wounds, dying in unimaginable pain. Are we being persecuted? How can we dare complain when we have a God who is being put to death by executioners? Finally, are we being tempted by the demon? We have a lovable Redeemer; he also was tempted by the demon and was twice taken up by the hellish spirit: therefore, no matter what sufferings, pains or temptations we are experiencing, we always have, everywhere, our God leading the way for us and assuring us of victory as long as we genuinely desire it.”
This lent let us ask Our Lady for help to enter into lent more deeply. Let us ask her to help us avoid the temptation of Satan, a temptation that puts personal pleasure first, and does away with personal guilt and sin and the need for redemption, satisfaction, expiation, mortification and penance for our sin. A temptation that says that essence of love is personal gratification and not sacrifice, that of laying down one’s life for a friend. Our Lady can teach us how to adore Jesus; all we need to do is to ask her. Let us pray, that the Blessed Mother, who while adoring Jesus on the Cross was given John as her son and by this gift was given to all of us as her sons and daughters as well, that she may help us to enter the desert this lent and there learn how to adore the unseen God from whom we came and to whom we are called as his little children to return. Amen.
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